Reunion of a long lost friend.....
We are finally reunited after a period of 1 year and 2 months... I must say that its all thanks to Casey who took the "real initiative" to insist and arrange for the meetup. It wasnt as "scary" and awkward as i imagine it to be.
Casey, actually i am glad that my blog can invoke some actions from you as my previous attempts weren't met with full conviction from you. But i was impressed with your persistent attempts and efforts in making sure that i turned up. Anyway, you know what i mean. I am also glad that CK turned up.. the situation didnt seem complete till he arrived with his classic way of making sure that whatever past episodes had its necessary closure.
I am glad things turn out well. :)
The Space
If you love me and care for me, you will give me enough space to move around
If you trust me, you know that whatever i do , it is not meant to hurt you or undermine you
If you understand me, you know that i will share whatever i can with you in due time. I just need that space at this time
Even as good friends, we may be at different stage of life and have different needs and goals, I don't mean to hide, bluff or be untruthfully to you
Though i have been promised i won't be judged, shouldn't judge and i shouldn't doubt that i would be judged, but I can't help but be wary and eventually judged that i might be judged...
Why can't things be simple and uncomplicated? Where emotions are invested and not expected to be given that level of reciprocal committment
Recently i thought of Jasmine. Still feeling sorry that things turned out the way it did. how things had gotten so out of control.. the emotions that got more and more complicated after we think and rethink the events in our heads
I started to think if it was even necessary then. Guess everyone was feeling raged and confused. Everyone had a certain level of expectations of being understood, a certain level given that beneift of doubt and mutually compromise.
